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depressing...

Fri Aug 10, 2007, 3:09 AM
there is a reason why i don't draw person(s) I dear for..
it's not that I don't want to..
I just don't have the heart to..
because artist or not, I know i have my preferences
such as what kind of physical dimensions looks ok and good..
this is basicaly the moment when "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" really bothers me.

As in.. the end result just never look good enough in my eyes, and thus drove me into a deep dark tunnel of lunacy, which is pretty much endless.

Guess in the end it's similar to when I confessed at her... now, or never. Glad I've passed that point already.

O well, passed 4 or 5 checkpoints with her.. another 1000 or so checkpoints to challange..

  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: myself..
  • Reading: her face..
  • Watching: the screen..
  • Playing: pool..
  • Eating: cup noodles..
  • Drinking: tea.. green tea

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  • Current Residence: Indonesia
  • Interests: anime, manga, games, illustration, auto
  • Favourite movie: horror, humor, some drama, anime in general...
  • Favourite band or musician: can't remember them all..
  • Favourite genre of music: depend on my mood
  • Favourite artist: too many to mention/list
  • Favourite style of art: realism or anime or anything inbetween those.
  • Operating System: peanut butter.
  • MP3 player of choice: still the same old winamp.
  • Shell of choice: yours
  • Wallpaper of choice: stamped metal, stainless, or else glass
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: 1. racing, 2. rpg
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2. The PC is strictly for work!
  • Favourite cartoon character: haven't seen enough
  • Personal Quote: lucifer rejects me, so here i am..
  • Tools of the Trade: PS7 + wacom. Pencil + eraser + sketch pad.
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:iconpainsugar:
HEBAT!!!

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do you dare check here [link]
:iconctbehrens:
Thanks for adding me to your friendslist!

Chris
:iconyokie:
ITs quite cozy there.

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Why is the rum always gone?
:iconparasiticdrag:
does it?
Make yourself at home, anything i can do to comfort you?

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:iconwarungkopi:
alooooooo asli keren banget gambarnya... jadi enak nih udah diwatch... :D :D :D

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:iconparasiticdrag:
Alive n.... well.... definately not drown... but ain't walkin' on the murky water either, not yet.

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:iconkowainekosan:
"Shove me in the shallow water, before I'm in too deep..."

... sorry, your messages just made me remember that song... ^^U
:iconparasiticdrag:
No problem man.. Is bishi still as pretty as ever? @_@

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